poor-and-free:

He Is Legend - Suave

Album: 91025 (2004, Solid State)

i finally talked to my roommate about a lot of the things that he’s been doing that annoy me.

along with everything that’s  been happening in my life as of late.

hey knew i was upset, and the conversation went as smooth as a dream.

anxiety is dumb.

Last night I dreamt of smoking cigarettes and i don’t remember who was there

I was also running for my life and the act of smoking made me invisible.

incognito, a behavior i’d never perform. and then i was awakened by a phone call from my bestfriend

and then once again i slept.

i’m so calm.

i’ve cooled down back to my stone exterior.

nights of sleep and days of pages and thoughts of nothing

no longer hot with the molten lava of things i can’t express

or won’t forget or will regret, because that’s how i roll.

because the only person i can lie to is myself and right now Kameron.

buddy. you are not weak. you are not hurt. no one can see you. you do not feel.

trust me partner, i know you’ll listen. if i tell you you’re a sneaking cunning fox you’ll be one.

if i tell you that nothing is real then, it isn’t.

no questions no answers just walk the road, a gun to your back and stripped of your clothes.

you lost your time to think and now this is it. don’t mope, don’t complain.

you’re not insane. you’re normal. not fragile. not sad and not broken.

fucking do what i say or my trigger says good day.

your eyes have the power to look past now use them.

when someone stands in front of you, you stare past and bruise them.

a smirk on your face is all that i need, a line inside that sick mind of mine.

now walk.

why does my whole body hurt?

I swam once in the past 2 years

I screenprint

I walk pretty much everywhere

I stress out, all the time

I am always tense and/or gritting my teeth

I…think this is stupid.

I think i’ll do a 4 layer screenprint of this tonight.

hahahahahaha

(via professoroakisactuallygay)

I’ve never seen it rain harder on a tuesday…oh wait i don’t have class.

HA!

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oracy:

Dance Gavin Dance - It’s Safe to Say You Dig The Backseat 

justindo:

I’ve played a conversation in my head over and over so that when it happens, I’ll know exactly what to say. The only problem is, I’m too afraid to say what I really want. No matter how many times I rehearse it. Another issue, I have zero confidence to start this conversation. In the end, I’m scared. Weak. Afraid. I always have been.

Another thought though, is that I’ve always been fearless. Strong. Brave. Which will I be tomorrow?

If we’re brothers and essentially the same person, you’ll be fearless, strong and brave when the time comes to act.  Fear only grips us at night, or when we’re alone, but when it comes time to face that fear head on we both attack at full speed. You’re also one of the few people that I trust, and believe in. That should count for something. I know your potential, don’t dwell on your fears.

hey mailman/woman.

i don’t want my effing water bill.

DELIVER MY WOODCUTTING TOOLS.

i’m antsy. rul antsy.

I’m really contemplating starting a blog or a twitter of all the things my roommate (Reid) says.